Jerry Falwell was my friend

Today, I am saddened by the loss of Dr. Jerry Falwell. Why do I call him my friend? Why would this controversial person be so special to me? In my travels around the world, I’ve met many people who did not like Doc because of his politics. Here’s what I tell them:

“you can disagree with Dr. Falwell all you want to about your political or theological differences; but do not trash his character. He is a man who loves people, and genuinely cares about them. I know; because I have personally experienced it.”

In the early 1970′s, when my family lived in California, my mom watched Jerry Falwell on television. She told me, even back then, that she would like for me to attend college at Liberty someday.

In 1980, when the Moral Majority was beginning, my fundamentalist Baptist church was very involved in that movement. Jerry Falwell came to Anchorage to tour several cities, encouraging evangelicals to get out and vote. I ran the soundboard for these events, which had music and other entertainment elements. As a 14 year old, I was pretty small, and looked more like I was in elementary school. Dr. Falwell leaned over to my pastor and asked him, “Who is operating the sound board? That young man is awfully small to be back there.” My pastor said, “That’s Steve VanDusen; you don’t have to worry about a thing….”

Fast forward more than four years later, in the fall of 1983. I was a new freshman at Liberty Baptist College from Alaska, walking across the courtyard on Liberty Mountain. Doc was always walking around campus, always talking with students; even threatening to run us over with his black suburban, or sucker punch us without warning! He was coming toward me across the courtyard, so I dutifully straightened my back, waiting to meet “Dr. Falwell”. As we got closer, he said, “Hello young man,” then stopped, paused, looked closely at me, pointed and said, “Anchorage, Alaska; Jerry Prevo’s church; you ran the sound there, what’s your name son?” And to his credit, he never forgot it. Not even as late as last month, when I was in Lynchburg with my family at a friend’s wedding.

Yes, Dr. Falwell had a photographic memory. And he remembered the most obscure things. In 1987, during the height of the PTL scandal, we were taping a television show at the Liberty studios. I heard someone ask him how to get a hold of one of the older church members at Thomas Road Baptist Church; Doc said, “Yes, Mr. s0 and so, try him at AC4-2486… no wait, that’s his old number…” The man remembered one of his members phone number with an old, outdated prefix.

During my time in the TV department at Thomas Road, around 1989, I had some political difficulties with some new management. One day, as Doc was leaving the studios in his suburban, he rolled down the window and motioned me over. When I walked up, he asked me specific details about the situation I was in, and then concluded by saying, “Steve, if you ever need anything, don’t you hesitate to call my office. You are one of our boys….” I was just an audio mixer, not a high powered manager or preacher.

I am happily married to my wife because of Dr. Falwell. Amy and I met at Liberty University.

I learned about television production while working for Dr. Falwell from 1984 to 1990.

My job at BGEA is an indirect result of my working with Dr. Falwell. During my time in Lynchburg, I met many television professionals that worked with associates at BGEA. When I began freelancing there, the BGEA staff welcomed me because of my common relationships.

I had the privilege of working at ABC News in Washington, DC from 1994 thru 1997, mainly because of mutual friends who I met at Liberty while working w/ Doc. Also, during the PTL Scandal, we were connecting live feeds to Nightline and Larry King Live on a regular basis, and I learned the basics of news communication.

My career as a freelance audio engineer with Fox Sports, ESPN, and other regional television networks came because of working on sporting broadcasts for Liberty University, requested by Jerry Falwell.

My introduction into the Christian music industry came as a result of working and hanging out with dcTalk, Bill Gaither, John Mark Painter, and others while at Liberty and Thomas Road.

So many things… I learned about tolerance from Doc. Yes, you might be surprised at that. In 1983, I heard Ted Kennedy speak at Liberty University in our main chapel area. The Reverend Jesse Jackson spoke in the pulpit at Thomas Road Baptist Church in 1989, after being invited by Doc. Even Mel White, the ghost writing author for Doc and many others, convinced Doc to put together a forum to discuss the rift b/w homosexuals and evangelicals. All done by Jerry Falwell.

Unfortunately, most will remember the comments after 9/11. Or tinky winky. Or something else obscure. I’m not saying Doc was perfect; I’m not even saying I totally agree with all of his stances on issues.

But I can say, with certainty, that he is being welcomed into the presence of Jesus, and is being told, “Welcome, good and faithful servant.” For my more liberal minded friends, that may be hard to swallow.

But, for my conservative friends, you might be surprised who makes it in as well. “For by the grace given to me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance w/ the measure of faith God has given you.” Romans 12:3.

good bye Doc. You meant the world to me…

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technically challenged

Ok, so it’s been a while since I’ve posted. I’m still here and alive.

Like you care.

more later.

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Moonlighting

Today, I am in Richmond, VA working for a cable TV network on a college basketball game. My job function is an “A1″, which means that I operate the audio console in a TV truck for the telecast of this game.

This day has been fun, as the person assisting me went to my alma mater, Liberty University.. Eddie is a great guy, and better yet, he really loves God w/ his heart. We have lots of mutual friends, so it’s been cool to travel down memory lane.

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What church is right for you?

When is it ok to leave your home church, and begin attending another one? What are the “things” that give one freedom to move on?

This is a question that I have been struggling with for almost two years. Our church has been thru some major changes and strife. It’s reformed and confessional in nature, and would be considered “traditional” in it’s worship style. We recently called a new senior pastor after being without one for three years. He’s nice enough, but I’m just not gelling with his messages.

Now, here comes the hard part. I know that my new pastor is not on a popularity contest; he is called by God and by our church to preach the Gospel. I know he doesn’t give a rip about what I think about him; that’s cool. Please hear me; I love this guy, and have been praying for him and our church. I’ve been praying for me that God would change my heart; that I would begin to love and enjoy being a part of corporate worship at our church once again. But right now, the feelings aren’t getting those answered prayers.

So, do we leave? I know many people that have. Many have gone to a new church start in our same town, that is contemporary, rocking, and seems to be “spirit filled”. “I like the new church”, says my kids. (we visited two or three times this summer. I guess I’m just bad).

Right now, I have no biblical reasons to stay at our current church, but then again, I have no biblical reason to leave. Our church preaches the Gospel! It’s just boring! My wife and I teach Sunday School for middle schoolers, so we want to stay involved in these kids lives.

There will be more on these stations. But for now, we are staying, and praying for our obedience to be turned into joyful worship.

If anyone from our church reads this, I’m more than happy to discuss. But, overall, I want you to know that I’m praying for our pastor, our church, and our lives; that God would break us (mainly me) and help us to be more like Christ.

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Stressing out at work

Well, the work keeps coming, and we keep on plugging away. In my new job as a video production manager, I get to try and keep producers, editors, camera people, and crew moving forward toward production targets to complete video projects for my employer. The challenge is when the target keeps moving.

Everyone wants to get their project done first, on time, and on budget. Then, leadership and management get involved to add their editorial comments, and it goes back to the editing suite. We try to set some “false” deadlines for ourselves to allow for changes, but it never seems to be enough. You allow two days for changes; it takes three. You try to give four days for a project to edit; it takes six. You give two days for reviewal, someone takes three, and then wants the whole video fixed.

I know the bosses will want to make changes; I’m ok with that. Just give us time to complete the changes in an orderly fashion, and then leave it alone. Or, if it’s still not right, give time for more changes.

Truth is, my bosses do give alot of time for changes. I just hate change. So I get yet another chance to exercise my reliance on God Almighty.

Hey, it beats wandering around in the wilderness.

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Maranatha

I heard a sermon last Sunday that got me thinking about a lot of things. One of the things that I have appreciated about freedom in Christ is enjoying the good things of God’s creation. Common Grace, some call it.

The beauty of a sunrise
The joy and ecstasy of sharing love with your spouse
The taste of really good food (and a bottle of Rust En Vrede 94 Estate blend!)
Being with good friends and enjoying their company
Traveling and experiencing other cultures
Watching your kids grow and learn

All good things, everyone would say. But then, after a good talk w/ an old friend, he reminded me of an old biblical term that the apostles and early church said often:

“Maranatha!” “Even so, Lord Jesus, come quickly!”

And then I started thinking: I don’t want Christ to come quickly. I like my sunsets, my good food and wine, the travel experiences, watching my kids grow up, even the un abashed joy and physical nirvana of making love with my only love. I like these things, they are good; but, they are temporal. My heart was convicted again that I love the world, even the good things of the world, just a little too much.

So my prayer is two fold:
1. Jesus, forgive me for loving the world more than You. I long for your return when You will make all things right once again! Maranatha!!!
2. What would You have me do?

I’m still trying to figure out #2. Thanks for your prayers.

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Birthday Madness

Yesterday was our oldest daughter’s birthday. We had 10 girls come over for homemade meatballs and spaghetti, an outdoor movie (yes, I set up a projector and screen outside in 45 degree weather), and a sleepover. I crashed hard at about midnight, feeling pretty whipped. And then I woke up at 2:45am, and decided to see if the house had burned down or not. There was a movie playing, and I shut it off.

Hard to believe that she was so small such a short time ago. Why does time compress the older you get? I feel like my years from 6th grade to high school graduation were so long, and college graduation seems like yesterday. Why is this? I just don’t know.

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Falcons vs. Panthers – before the storm

Today, I have the privilege and joy of working at the home opener for the NFL’s Carolina Panthers. It’s one of those quandries, where you find yourself laboring on the Lord’s Day, yet quoting the apostle Paul when he intimates about one day being like all the others (for all of my theolog friends, sorry I can’t find chapter and verse to confirm my presumption).

I have seen my old freelancing boss, Matty, who travels with this Fox Sports crew. He gave me my first break back in 1992, and I will be forever grateful. We had lunch yesterday, and enjoyed telling some stories about Baltimore.

It’s the pre game lull, so you’ll have to check your favorite sports page or TV show for the results. I’m pulling for the Panthers.

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I can’t believe it

people read blogs on the internet… this is amazing…

but seriously, I had a day at work where my brain got fried, but I have nothing to show for it. Or so it seems. In my new job, the projects seem to go on and on and on. When I freelanced doing TV audio, the work was hard, and the hours were long.

BUT, there was always a beginning (called ‘set up’), and an ending (called “the strike”).

Me thinks my brain has to get used to a different way of working. Guess it’s called growing up.

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Laboring on Labor Day

I’m spending Labor Day w/ my family in Boone, NC; a beautiful place in the Appalachain Mountains. Unfortunately, it’s because I’m working. But hey, it could be worse.

We saw some old friends from Eden Prairie who went to Wooddale Church, and were in our sunday school class. They live in Matthews now, and were harrassing me about not keeping up w/ my blog…

yes, I need to be better about this. So, if you are checking this, please drop me a comment, and I promise I’ll do better about staying in touch.

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