Power, poise, and penitence

People look to leaders in times of trial and trouble, sometimes for direction, sometimes for comfort. Common knowledge says that a leader who is strong and fearless is the one to follow. After all, would people support President Bush if he were unsure and indecisive?

My struggle is this: is this the same in God’s kingdom? The televangelist types who always appear to have it together; these folks say nothing to me. I’ve met followers of Christ who seem to be the most self effacing, humble persons alive. They are the ones that I am drawn to. A man who can say like Job, “Tho He slay me, yet will I praise Him.”

The balance seems to lie in who do you place your trust in? If your trust is in God, you have no reason to boast about yourself. If it’s in yourself, then maybe you do have to act like you’re in charge.

I’d rather trust in God…. Better track record, if you know what I mean.

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Heading to Cebu, Philippines

Well folks, today is my last day in Manila. Our meetings preparing for the Metro Manila Franklin Graham Festival have gone well. I’m getting a little homesick, but have one more stop to make before coming home.

Les and Saralee Tilka are friends from university, and they have been working in Cebu since 1993. Their ministry is called Mission Philippines, and they do some wonderful work with prison inmates and their families, plus a whole lot more. Les is also involved in Operation Christmas Child in the Philippines. I’m really looking forward to my visit there. Look for the next post to have some pictures as well.

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Pictures galore. ENJOY!

Thanks to my good friend, Nick Ciske, he turned me on to flickr.com, a great photo sharing app. If you look to the right hand side of my blog, you’ll see a link for “Photo Gallery” or “stevievanphotos”. I’ve uploaded a few pictures w/ a great upload feature that integrates right into my iPhoto app on my Mac. So, I’ll try and label them while I’m in Manila.

but until then, enjoy my family!

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Manila, version 2

Well, I’m back in Manila again; this time, until January 9. Having some meetings to prepare for the Franklin Graham Festival that is taking place here in February. Just got online in my hotel room; it’s 1:00am here, and I’m wide awake.

Tired, sweaty, but safe. Time to go to bed. More tomorrow.

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Vacation or Family Visit?

Question to you all: Is a “family visit” the same as “vacation”? I don’t think so…most of my vacation time ends up being family visits…

Now I’m not against visiting family; I am all for it. In fact, it’s necessary as our extended families live so far apart. But when you need to unwind and refresh; sometimes, a family visit is not the way to do it. And when you have kids, the pressure is really on to make sure that both “Grammies and Grandads” get their equal time.

Can you tell that I’ve had my parents here since the 17th of Dec, and now my wife’s parents are here?

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New computer

My job bought me a new computer yesterday…I am very excited. My last new computer purchase was the first generation of Macintosh G4 Titanium Powerbooks, and it was sweet. 500MHz, 512MB of Ram, 40GB HD, really nice stuff. The date: April 2001.

My machine served me faithfully, and was still working ok. A little slow, but working. The speakers didn’t work, there was a big scratch across the screen. But it was my old faithful. Many a video project had been edited on that machine.

Then, my boss wanted to view a DVD on it. Well, the speakers didn’t work, and the big scratch was annoying. He said, “Steve, you need a new computer.” What a guy. I love him.

I now have a 15″ Powerbook, 1.67GHz, 2 GB Ram. 100GB HD @7200rpm’s. Nice… I am a very blessed man indeed. and the speakers work.

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Bob Souer: friend and mentor

One of the great joys in life is to meet people from all walks of life, all professions, all faiths. Bob Souer has been in the announcing and radio business for MANY years (more than 20), and enjoys sharing his experiences and others on his blog. check it out .

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Been a while

Christmas greetings to all. In an age of political correctness, I’d like to wish everyone a Merry Christmas, and Blessed New Year.

My family and I just returned from Lynchburg, Virginia, after seeing the 35th Living Christmas Tree at Thomas Road Baptist Church. As a Liberty University Alumn, it was an enjoyable time to relive memories, and enjoy old friends. The Midi Lite lighting by Jon Daggett was outstanding, as usual. I remember when Jon used to light up his house; now, he manufactures a great product.

I’ll reserve my comments for the program itself. The opening four numbers were fantastic; major kudos to the choreographer for making a full stage of actors and dancers move seamlessly.

A new years resolution for me (getting started earlier) is to update this page more. I’m still getting used to the idea of the whole world wide web viewing my thoughts. Bear with me folks….

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manila on my mind

I’m currently in Manila, preparing for the Franklin Graham Festival that will come here next February. Other than being jet lagged, and having phone calls in the middle of the night, I’m doing ok.

Some confession: I love God w/ all my heart, but there are times I’d rather do anything than read His Word or pray. I’ve not been motivated at all to read my Bible, even when I am wide awake at 3:00am local time. As I was showering this am, I actually prayed outloud, “God, I’M SORRY! I don’t feel like reading Your Word at all! What’s wrong with me???”
Well, I got out of the shower, got dressed, and started praying for my family. Forcing myself to pray. And God came down and met me in my hotel room here in Manila. He is so good, and always seems to come in the greatest need.

So that’s my God moment for the day. Tonight, it’s back to reading…Romans; heavy stuff.

for more info on the franklin graham festival, go to www.mmfgf.org

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Pondering Katrina

I’m on my way back from 3 days of shooting video in Shreveport, LA, where a great number of New Orleans residents took refuge. It’s been 19 days since Katrina came ashore, and people’s lives are still turned upside down.

What I saw in Shreveport was a church that stepped up to run the main Red Cross evacuee facility in Shreveport, because the Red Cross had no one to run it. I met Roy, an 81 year old man who had stayed in NO thru the hurricane, and was rescued with one small suitcase and a small cardboard box, and was sleeping on a blow up mattress on the floor of the local coliseum. Denise was a lady that had open heart surgery just before the hurricane hit, and had to go to Tulane hospital for treatment in the midst of the storm. A kind person made a garden apartment, built for her father, available to Denise and her son. Another church is working w/ a relief organization to place a family that I met in a home, rent free, for one year. This church is going to cover the utilities for the family for either 3 or 6 months. I could go on and on.

One interesting note: a city rescue mission from Licoln, Nebraska, showed up in Shreveport with two buses and about 10 volunteers, ready to load up 20 families to Lincoln to live. The mission had reportedly organized rent free apartments (not mission housing) for one year, all utilities paid for one year, jobs, cell phones, integration into local churches, and a bus ticket back to New Orleans if they ever wanted to return. Out of 500+ evacuees, only 14 got on the bus this morning.

What was fascinating was that even though most of the people that I had met had nothing (and I mean nothing), no one seemed to want to risk going to Lincoln. The weather, fear of losing family, fear of the unknown. Here was a golden opportunity; free rent, free utilities, jobs, removal from the projects, and no one wanted to take it. Wait, 3 families did take it.

I’ll write more as I reflect. the fear is; what I’m reflecting on doesn’t make for good “uplifting” writing…Oh well, as my Amy says, “do you really want the whole world to hear what you are thinking?”

And that, my friends, is the question for me.

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